How many prayers in the mind? _ Wang Dawei

Let us hope that the clock, how many prayers in the mind; we don't see failure, success always. Forget the Earth is rotating, fewer seasons summer autumn and winter or let the universe cannot shut the skylights, Sun does not set. Joy instead of sadness, smiles no longer shy; time gone back, without leave of the youth let poverty began to flee, happy, healthy Quartet or let the darkness could not be found in the world, happiness as flowers. Let us hope that the clock, how many prayers in the mind; we don't see failure, success always. We do not fail, and success always. over the years, I'm countless complaint letter.����Much of the time, can have a dozen a day, so my home, Office, there's a sack sacks of letters. These letters there is a lot of wrongs. Very diverse: some clips in my letter, wish I could reply; some people have sent me over your own account; more letters sent are scene photos, according to the indictment of blood fingerprint; someone sent me his pictures, wants to make friends with me others sent me of Ganoderma lucidum and other supplements; also sent me some perseverance.��������Shanghai comrades every week to send me a large package of books, sometimes a Chinese dictionary, sometimes, it's English Dictionary, really do not know what it means. Station director hired murder big sister to IPCC class this morning, at noon home, very tired. Community Gate has a bushy rose, two women suddenly came to me from the flowers, a little child, poof kneeling in front of me on the cobblestone. The two women about 30 or so, a look at the figure is to the North, shape of slender, very nice. Sister long face, high nose bridge. Two sisters are sincere in his eyes are full of expectations, they think of me as the Buddha jiukujiunan. In my life, lived through a lot of people to my knees, man, woman, and there is more than 20-year old boy.����When people kneeling in front of you when you really bad, kneel are thanked by the Chinese Supreme manners, as well as the weak to achieve the highest of aspirations means. I get her up and let them sit on chairs of stone at the door, was informed that a pair of sisters coming from a small city in the Northwest, two sisters at the door waiting for me for three days. Family of three sisters, sister 42, clothing business operating in stations, and suddenly made a small fortune, and a 35-year old police station, Director of the relationship. But this is a woman of her husband, Director, big sister to seek, Director of heart to help this young man a little, competition, Director of the local police station.����When two people love good bad, also lasted seven or eight years ago. Suddenly one day, the couple fall out and become enemies, because older sister married her, be sure to let the police station Director, station Director, just wanted to use money for big sister, does not want to talk to her wedding on the wedding.����It also reached the ears of two sisters. One afternoon, sister out and selling clothes, never to return. At the time, when it played once in a blue moon Northwest snow, it's not when it snows in the Northwest, so the sisters finds his sister is killed by others. Doubt the only murderer was originally to be a brother-in-law, Director of the local police station. Two sisters to the police report, but will be, Director of the station, so nothing. They suspected that the Bureau promotion, set up the station Director of killing, influence your career, so this case is not set.����Two sisters made thousands of miles to Beijing, want to their knees, seek justice and claim. I'm afraid too many onlookers next to, would have been readily agree, saying that they want to find, in fact, they nazhidao, I, as an ordinary teachers, and what they can do it? they made of the merits, I was unable to verify or beyond the limits of my ability.����������If no next to so many people, maybe I'll give them kneel, I really hope they forgive incompetence.����MOM asked me to teach me the North Gate of the University there is a small river, and from teachers from the River. One day, a more than 50 years old lesbians stopped me. This is the case, I have a fully prepared, called hear hear, anyway, any clock. The lesbian thin, yet mouth, was filled with smiles on their faces. I thought she was going to say what outstanding cases. I didn't expect was to allow me to give her daughter to find an object. The daughter at the age of Beijing's Zhongguancun IT,30 object is not found, mother worried, specifically from the North-East, carrying her daughter came to me.��������She has really treat me like family, and I fully trust, he said to me this kind of thing. Fantasy rape girls in my life, will encounter all sorts of things. One day, I received a phone call, one of the girls said: be sure to call me to talk about, she said that she lived in a luxury hotel. Girl's voice is very sweet, very talkative, unlike usual I encounter that has been through much bitterness of petitioners. She said her father and aunt were from the South to Beijing to accompany her.����At this time, I gave her a heart, and should be a very beautiful and very lively and family plenty of girls. Her father and aunt 3 more people come to my house, surprising 3 people look alike.����When the door opens when the girl came in and I guess the same, is very high, and very pretty.����The girl told me about her extraordinary story, but what surprises me is, when she tells a story, his eyes are full of light, as if not in her own, but in others, a story of someone else. Stories like this, the girl lived in luxury hotel in a city. That night, she lived in a Deluxe Suite, suddenly the doorbell rang and the waiter politely came in, and sent two glasses of milk, milk packaged in glass, there is also a plexiglass dairy regulator. Girls, on the couch, watching TV, drinking a glass of milk. Then he fell asleep. But wake up time, a big surprise. Was lying across the bed when she fell asleep, woke up, only to discover that lying is vertical. At this time, she is a great fear.����In her mind, which can emerge a bizarre assumption. Attendants bring milk, mixed with MongoliaDrug Khan, for when she wakes up, there is a glass disappeared. Her sleep is sideways, but wake up is vertical. It shows someone after the anesthesia she, and she was raped. The next morning, she quickly found the Hotel Security Department leadership, demand call that evening she was in front of surveillance video. Let her surprise is that such a luxury five-star hotel, monitor was not opened that night.����It validated her assumptions, this was a premeditated rape of anesthesia.����I listened to her story, looking at old father he thought, as well as her aunt waiting anxiously, I suddenly felt this girl may be anxiety disorder.����Girls series and asked me a lot of questions: 1. do you think this is the anesthesia rape case? 2. Why am I so much changes in the sleep posture? 3. If I was raped, I could feel in my sleep? 4. Monitor does not open, describes what?, I can conclude that this is the illusion of an anxiety disorder girl. I know, I'm the only task is to convince her, tell her that nothing happened, everything is her hallucinations. I told her that her anxiety tendencies, this is not a mental illness. I confidently told her that night her door was locked from the inside, it is impossible for someone. Transformation is a very good thing sleeping posture. Thus, the day she was raped, psychological illusion by anesthesia is its own.����In order to enable her to believe me, I told her that I also tend to be anxious, I doubt you will have the disease, when the girl looked at me said, you sure do I really have not been raped? I said, I'm sure, because I for 32 years the police. Then the girls give me two or three times, are asking me, am not sure, but every time I was giving him a firm answer. Now this girl in France to study.��������I sincerely hope that she was in France will have a new and better life. The weak lifeless power, only struggle to move forward! when I was a kid is isolated and adults ask me something, I usually just say three words: "I don't know. "This semester examination over the last course, comfort sleep of a NAP. Heard the sound of a small step at the door, go up and down.����Occasionally, there will be one or two acoustic sound of beating the door knocker, somebody at the door.����Is a timid person, was a respectful man, was a man words get in the way of the sth����Often someone at the door, appealing, and unbelievers, requests for assistance, and kneel sth����This was another who? really don't want to get up.����Finally, there was a knock at the door at the door: "Mr Wang, I Li Hong, something to ask." Across the railing of the door intercommunication systems, a girl is not tall, wearing a mask, a pair of glasses. Skin on the face of serious deformation, a scar scary, it must be persons with disabilities.����Cuff revealed a pair of fire was severely burned and deformed hands, just like chicken feet. Me: "what happened?" the girl: "I am disabled, for advice. I am 21 years old, and was burned as a child. In order to study, go to a discount Bookstore buying books. It must go through the Park Plaza, law enforcement officials will frequently take me away, or my stuff, what should I do? "me:" do you? "the girl:" they say the law to do so, I found the CCTV to a host, he told me to find you. "Me," don't they care about, they may also work.����The next time you go shopping, take your ID card, explain the seriousness of the situation, it would be nice "girl hand deformations, burn is very heavy. Me: "don't go mad, son. You and I are weak, weak lifeless power! to learn and have a good writing, and to make life better, it's better than angry is better. The saviors of the weak is their own. When I was a child there is a serious disease, do not go to school. I envy the lame man, because they have no fear of death.����When I was a kid, like you, there is qianbeiwan times the misunderstanding would encounter all kinds of eyed I surveythe, inferiority and no way out, angry borrow trouble, there is only one road, strive, to live than others. You don't want to write it? hard to write. Regardless of whether the publication, on the one hand than men, on the other hand have to be stronger than others. "Actually," I don't know! "is one of the most vocal of the clarion call of the weak, don't waste time on arguing, anger on.����Head, boldly go its own way. Girls gone, the background is a red sweater. Her future is red. What can I do? for 10 years, I've received thousands of letters. I have received hundreds of people, the only thing I can do, only listen to, or my own opinions, or shed tears of sympathy. nothing I can do for them. sometimes, I'll invite them to dinner, sometimes, I'll give them 200 dollars. One seek justice for their children's father, resolutely not my money.���� I have saved a few people who commit suicide, a few boys down into my graduate students. These 10 years, I could make a lot of people are disappointed, let them feel I haven't they thought it would have the power to.����But I have to say is, I am also the fate of the weak. The world since the night, there will be a day; now that winter's cold, there will be a spring light.����I really want everyone to live happily, I will tell them, even if it is dark, you will see a rainbow. Please don't give me kneel, strong fortune is your destiny! does not know, not in anger, don't beg, no less than kneel. This is the truth of the weak! I hate me, but is there any way? how can bring, but for the well-deserved me! profound sigh: how many pray in my heart! "huanxi Sha. Solitary line " others worried about my depression, which is for wandering, I do not know, rain resistance at the lone Museum, fragile piano and end, and poetic. Emerald hanger environment of ivory fan, Ting rain high/F, half shifts, faint stars deep resentment. I am a lone pedestrian now, fragile piano Zhan �� 12-chord, �� du �N, fear of crying.